Latest on twitter:
"Human beings only learn and evolve through relationships. The only way we can see ourselves objectively is through the reflection of others."
Andrew Cohen (via anditslove)
"The first time you fall in love, it changes your life forever, and no matter how hard you try, the feelin’ never goes away."
The Notebook
(and currently reading)(via missmaes)
the book is sooo much better than the movie! i’ve read is four times so far.
(via anditslove)
refuses.
"Some things don’t last forever, but some things do. Like a good song, or a good book, or a good memory you can take out and unfold in your darkest times, pressing down on the corners and peering in close, hoping you still recognize the person you see there."
Sarah Dessen (via ourdays)
to all the people struggling in life…
197, everything is beautiful (via Franchesca.)
Is this really what my life turned in to?
I woke up on Saturday…
studied a little with Jacob and hung out a bit…we flirted a little like usually but nothing out of the ordinary
did my make up and hair for the date
went shopping with JoJo to buy a cute dress for my date with Dave later that day
went on my date with Dave; made him all flustered with how amazing I looked; had an amazing dinner and hung out at his house for a little
went to a party with JoJo and Hung; made out with a random person; now this person is in love with me and won’t stop texting; was told by multiple gays that I was pretty lol
talked to JB about how he can’t be a douche and flake out on me, he understands how I feel and promised to change
came home and JB came over and spent the night….
then woke up the next day and went to Dave’s house and stayed there til 2 today….
went to Greek Myth and starred shamelessly at cute boy who sits in front of me in lecture :)
Thea is trying to convince me to start dating one of his friends today, and he said that the guy was going to contact me sometime soon…
How did my life turn into this? I went from having one monogamous serious relationship with someone for a year and a half to now this mess of a love life…I don’t know who I feel anything for and what I even want with any of them. I feel bad for juggling so many people but yet for some reason I feel justified for doing so…like I deserve to for being broken…but that’s not an excuse. I’m not a bad person. I’m not a whore. but I can’t decide. I’m scared. and I don’t know who to choose, but I can’t bare to let any of them go. I’m sorry. I’m sorry I’m not being fair to you. Please forgive me if you ever find out. I’m sorry.
